Monday, 30 January 2012

Death is Beautiful

Death is Beautiful, for anyone who believes in Allah as the Lord of all the worlds, His Prophets and Messengers, His Angels, His Scriptures, the Last Day, all the Ordinances of Allah, they (the Muslims) who walk upon goodness, so much so that death is an awaited moment.

“O you who have believed, fear Allah as He should be feared and do not die except as Muslims [in submission to Him].” (QS. Ali Imran : 102)

There was an interesting conversation between an Ustadz and the jama'ah (congregation) of his religious teaching consisting of senior women. The Ustadz asked his jama'ah, “Do you Ma'ams want to enter paradise?”

All the women answered in unison, “Yeeess….”

The Ustadz asked again, “Don't you Ma'ams want to die today?”

No one answered. Apparently, not even a person wished to die.

With a smile, the Ustadz said, “Then, how can we go to paradise, if we are never dead”. The Ustadz continued his question, “Do you Ma'ams want me to pray for your long life?”

Enthusiastically, they all answered, “Yeeess….”

The Ustadz asked again, “How long do you Ma'ams want to live? A hundred years? Two hundred or even a thousand years?

Even the 80-year old people are already looking awkward, not to mention those who are over a hundred years of age.”

It turned out that the questions just now did not end there. The Ustadz still kept on asking, “Ma'ams, do you love Allah?”

The answer could be guessed. The senior women simultaneously answered yes.

The Ustadz then said, “Usually when a person falls in love, he/she always long to met with his/her lover, don't you Ma'ams already long to meet with Allah?”

Silence. No one answered.

Most of us are horrified to talk about death. Forget about talking about it, we do not even dare to imagine it. It is because we are not prepared to face the events after death. Whereas, either prepared or not, we would certainly go through it. Ready or not ready, death will surely come to greet us. Rather than being evasive always, it is better that from now on we start to prepare ourselves to encounter death.

The best preparation is to always remember death. Convince ourselves that death is a door toward Allah. Death is the route to a beautiful place, paradise. By always remembering death, we will always strive to make every action that we do as a step toward the paradise that is full of bliss.

The essence of the human life is a journey back toward Allah. In this brief journey, there are those who return safely, but there are also those who are lost in hell. We are too preoccupied with the dunya (world) to the point that we feel that it is this dunya that is the real life. We seem to forget that this life is only a transit to seek provisions home. The luster beauty of this dunya make us sound asleep to tread on the path home.

Rasulullah once said that the smartest person is the one who always remember death. In other words, the smartest person is the one who has vision far into the future. By always remembering his vision and the purpose of his life, he will always be passionate in stepping ahead. The vision of a Muslim is not only limited to the life in this world but more than that, his vision is far away crossing the boundary of the life in this world. The vision of a Muslim is to return and meet with Allah. For him, the moments of death are the beautiful moments because he will soon meet with the beloved who has been sorely missed.

Sometimes we fear of dying because death will separate us with our loved ones. Parents, siblings, husband/wife, children, this shows that we love them more than Allah. If we truly love Allah, then death is like a loving invitation from Allah.

Rasulullah SAW said: “Whoever loves to meet Allah, Allah loves to meet him, and whoever hates to meet Allah, Allah hates to meet him.” Aishah then asked, “We hate death.” The prophet (SAW) replied, “That’s not what I meant; when the believer is about to die, he is given glad tidings with the pleasure of Allah and His blessings, so there is nothing in front of the believer better than that, so he loves to meet Allah and Allah loves to meet him. And also when the non-believer is about to die, he is told about the punishment of Allah that will fall on him, so there is nothing more disliked to him than that, so he hates to meet Allah and Allah hates to meet him.”

However, we should not ask to die. Dying in vain and without an apparent cause will instead distance us from Allah. The suicide death is a manifestation of the despair over Allah's compassion. Wanting to die very soon because of the difficulties of the world signifies that we want to escape from the realities of life.

“None amongst you should make a request for death, and do not pray for it before it comes, for when any of you dies, he ceases (to do good) deeds and the life of a believer is not prolonged but for goodness.” (HR Muslim)

A good death is to die in an attempt to be a mercy for the whole universe. Dying in an attempt to bring about the greatest ideals, namely the peace and well-being of the human race just like the earlier Prophets and Rasulullah SAW, as well as the Sahabahs and the followers of Rasulullah SAW who had been shaheed in Allah's cause.

“He will forgive for you your sins and admit you to gardens beneath which rivers flow and pleasant dwellings in gardens of perpetual residence. That is the great attainment.” (QS. As-Saff: 12)

Finally, the ones who are saved are those who realize that all the wealth and power are the means to get back to Allah. Their bodies might be soaked and drenched in blood, tears and sweats, working hard to subdue the world but their hearts remain only tied to the beloved, Allah SWT. The most important is how we can work hard, think smart and have a sincere heart.

“Indeed, those who have believed and done righteous deeds - they will have the Gardens of Paradise as a lodging. Wherein they abide eternally. They will not desire from it any transfer.” (QS. Al Kahfi: 107-108)

“So for this let the competitors compete.” (QS. Al Muthaffifin: 26)

O Owner of the dunya, teach us how to subdue the dunya, instead of us being subservient to the dunya. When the glitters of the dunya bedazzle our view, when the sprinkles of the world jewels thrill our hearts, remind us O Allah. Remind that Your pleasure and Your compassion are greater than the mere dunya which will be left behind for certain. O Allah make out feet firm in treading on the struggle in Your cause until you are pleased with us and enter us into Your paradise the highest where we would see Your Face Most Beautiful. Amin.

source : There Lies a Beautiful Meadow

Mati itu terlalu sakit
di dalam kubur terlalu sempit
ular dan kala datang menggigit
papan dan bumi pula menghimpit

.....

Mati itu terlalu lazat
Bagi syuhada' di medan jihad
Oleh lah itu, wahai sahabat,
iman di dada perlu ditingkat

Mati by Hijjaz

Saturday, 28 January 2012

Cuaknya!!

Alhamdulillah.
Menginap di teratak cik mengintuk.
Bajet nak siapkan kerja sekolah.
Berakhir dengan ketiduran.
Adoi!!

Bajet nak habiskan Literacy Criticism dalam bas.
Gagal!
Banyak halangan.
Daripada mata ni melihat, baik tidur.

Syukran ummi.
Untuk hadiah special tahun baru.

WALKMAN BARU!

Yang hari tu selamat bersemadi dalam mesin basuh.
Huk3.
Jadi peneman dalam bas.

Balik-balik je, sambil makan nasi ambeng,
(Azah!! Baik hang suruh Sue ambil dia punya pesanan ni!)
keluar cerita HEP jiran sebelah kena simbah minyak hitam.
Oh, tu cerita tahun 2008.
Gara-gara elaun.

Dan, keluar cerita result exam.
Mr. Aloq Setaq kabo, ada yang bakal keluar dari sistem.
(aiyoyo..macam komputer pula bunyinya)
Huk3.

CUAKNYA!!!

Fuhh..sabo..sabo..
Chad: Semua perkara ada hikmahnya.

Cayalah Chad.
Lepas aku off je fb tu, satu esei aku siapkan.
Alhamdulillah.

p/s: Jangan jemu jadi tempat aku membebel. Huhu~

WELCOME AKAK-AKAK DAN POK CIK-POK CIK J-QAF!! 
(ahah..statement feminism..kui3..ampun pak..^__^)

senior aku share kat fb. huhu~bertuahnya jadi perempuan.
(seandainya 'mereka' tahu..)
p/s 2: sabar untuk sabar. ;)

Friday, 27 January 2012

Kalau Dah Namanya Perempuan..

"Abah suka anak-anak abah pakai tudung, tapi, tak best la kalau tak pandai kemas."

Err..

Rasa nak tergelak bila teringat dialog ni.
Ni masa kami sekolah rendah.
Kadang-kadang dengan tudung-tudung sekali bawa masuk tidur.
Terbangun pukul 2 pagi. Belum Isyak!!
Kuang3..

p/s:ngada-ngada nak cerita sebab ramai ayah tak ambil berat soal aurat anak-anak. haish!!

"Seringan-ringan sedekah kan buang kayu, benda-benda yang menghalang kat jalan. Kalau bersihkan sinki, basuh semua yang ada kat sinki tu kan kira sedekah juga. Menghalang orang kat dapur nak buat kerja."- ummi

Bab basuh pinggan, adoyai!
Kalau masa rajin, memang bersinar-sinar la sinki.
Sebab tu dalam banyak-banyak kerja, kerja mencuci memang 'favourite'.
Memasak? Hehe~
Suka rebus masak benda simple - kentang rebus, sawi rebus.
(Berkhasiat - kurangkan minyak)

Tapi,
setinggi mana pun perempuan, memang tempatnya kat dapur juga.
Walaupun hakikatnya bukan dia patutnya yang buat kerja-kerja tu.
(Opps..^___^)

Ummu Abiha..
Gelaran yang diberi kepada Fatimah binti Muhammad SAW.
Yang bermaksud ibu kepada ayahnya.
Sejak Saidatina Khadijah binti Khuwailid meninggal dunia,
Fatimah le yang ambik peranan sebagai wanita besi dalam rumah.

Bayangkan.
Dengan kedudukan beliau sebagai anak kepada Rasulullah SAW,
Boleh je kalau nak ambil orang gaji.
Dan pernah dia suarakan kesusahan hatinya kepada ayahanda tercinta.

Apa Rasulullah SAW jawab?

Ketahuilah akan ku ajarkan kepadamu sesuatu yang lebih baik daripada sesuatu yang engkau minta daripadaku.Apabila engkau hendak tidur, maka bertakbirlah 34x, bertasbihlah sebanyak 33x dan bertahmidlah sebanyak 33x,maka itu adalah lebih baik dari seorang pembantu rumah.

Peringatan untuk akhawat yang ada rasa-rasa malas nak turun dapur. Hehe~
Marilah sama-sama tingkatkan kemahiran menyiang ikan.
Kalau takut minyak terpercik, pakai baju lengan panjang.
Pakai tudung pun tak apa, boleh elak rambut masuk dalam kuali.

=)

p/s: Ohh..sangat suka bila digelar akhawat.

Wednesday, 25 January 2012

Panasnya !!

"bercamping atau berpanas,,,mmg cepat nmpk kesannye pd mke kite...mlela kite riso..tidak!! mke dh burn....huhu balik rumah cepat2 cr produk nk putihkan balik..

tapi bile pki balik..hati kite cmne plak ea..setiap hari kite wat dose..samada kecil atau besar,,,tp kite xnmpk kesannye..kite xnmpk hati kite ini dh kotor..kotor ditahap mne kite pon xtau....jd jomla cepat2 kite cr penawar tuk bersihkan hati kite ni balik...sbb kite mmg xlari dr wat dose...

***pela sgtkan klo mke kite ni hitam....hati tu yg penting..bia selalu bersih kan..:) kecantikan dalaman akn terpancar jge diluaran....:)"

Ni status seorang manusia yang aku kira sangat istimewa, sebab kisah perkenalan kami sangat istimewa. Banyak perkara tak terduga berlaku antara kami, dan itulah yang sebenarnya mengikat kami sampai sekarang. hehe~

Okay. Kita fokus pada isi status di atas.

Fokus pada perempuan la kan. (Err..aku tak tahu la kalau ini jadi masalah pada budak laki juga)

Berjemur tengah panas terik, berjam-jam meredah jalan raya, jumpa pokok rendang je, tak ada yang berapa nak tinggi, tanpa payung atau topi, masakan muka ni tak terbakar kan? Kadang-kadang sampai mengelupas kulit muka.

"Dah macam udang bakar pun ada."

Haha!!

Apa nak dikata?
Aku masih di sini.

"Kalau mengaku pejuang, setakat bejemur 2,3 jam bawah terik matahari dah jadi masalah, parahlah~"
Huk2..

Fokus kedua, masalah hati.

Disebabkan hati ni, kita tak nampak, jadi kita tak boleh nak perasaan masalah atau penyakit yang menimpa.
Tapi, ada je perkara-perkara yang kita boleh nampak pada perbuatan atau percakapan kita, yang mencerminkan apa dalam hati kita. Tak nak bagi contoh, lu pikir la sendiri.

Yang penting, zikir=ingat Allah, jangan lupa. Yelah, kalau dah ingat, takkan lupa pula pulak kan?
Bila lupa, maksudnya tak ingat la kan? Jadi, latih diri untuk SELALU ingat Dia. Tak kira kat mana pun.

15 short stories, 6 theories, essays - antara kerja sekolah yang perlu dibuat/dibaca.

Rabbi yassir, wala tua'ssir.
Rabbi tammim bil khair.

p/s: Selamat kembali ke sekolah.

Monday, 16 January 2012

Debaran Masih Terasa II

Alhamdulillah.
Selesai sudah menjawab.
17012012 mencatat sejarah.
Pertama kali menduduki peperiksaan ulangan.
Hehe~

Wallahu'alam.

Masa nilah dapat mesej-mesej yang buat aku terharu.

Daripada kak ecah:

Tahniah! Tahniah kerana anda dipilih oleh Allah ntok mhdpi ujian besar esk..insyaAllah ada pngjrn dan hkmah dsblk sume nie..jgn penah mengaku kamu org beriman if kamu xrela apth lg berhenti dr trus mlangkah dek ujian yg mdtg..sorg shbat slalu mengingatkan, sesunggunya Allah itu lbh dkat dr urat leher kamu..maka gntglah stnggi hrpn pdnta..yea syg, akak tau korg risau down tp jgn lupe Allah da janji, slps ksushn akn dtg ksengn..berjuanglah dgn hati yg tenang n ingat kat Tuhanmu, esk jgn lupa kol parents mtk restu..may Allah bless us..salam sayang~mummy aisya.

Daripada chad:

Buat insan bernama (nama penuh siap nama abah sekali). bittaufiq wannajah wa bazala juhdan ya! Then insyaAllah semua bakal baik2 saja & dipermudah olehNya insyaAllah.Ap2 pun pasti ada hikmahnya.May Allah bless.

Daripada Pedro:

Assalamualaikum gud luck tuk esok. Yakinla dengan pertolongan Allah. "Wahai orang yang beriman jika kamu menolong agama Allah nescaya dia akan menolongmu dan meneguhkan kedudukanmu" (Muhammah 47:7)

Daripada Budak Perasan:

Salam alayk, kak, gud luck sok pekse, mg Allah mdhkn. =)

Daripada Kak Mila:

Uskut! Bittaufiq wannajah! Smg Allah beri ktngn n dipermudah segala urusan uskut dan tuttt...amin..kim salam juga kat tuttt ye..=D

dan beberapa kata-kata semangat lain yang kebanyakannya diberitahu secara langsung. Jazakumullahu khairan kathira.

Dalam perjalanan nak balik, telefon abah.
Macam biasalah, kan?
Tiba-tiba abah tanya, JPA ada telefon tak?
Sebab dia kata nak bagi baucer buku.

APAKAH??

Ini adalah kejadian kedua.
Yang pertama, aku sendiri yang angkat telefon dan mengatakan JPA nak bagi hadiah yang berkaitan dengan 1 Malaysia, tahun lepas kalau tak silap.

Mungkin nama tak dipadam lagi kat JPA tu.
Wallahua'lam.

Tapi, andai kata betul dia nak bagi, apakah yang harus dibuat?

Hua!! Yang penting tunggu keputusan keluar.
Yang lain, biarkan je dulu.

p/s:Tak sabar nak balik rumah. Huhu~nak dengar cerita budak perasan.

Special for Cik Strawberry:
(sorry, hari tu aku cakap tajuk dia Kenangan Bersama,kan? Itu lagu lain. Lagi sedih..Huhu~Yang ni yang betul)

Melodi Bersama

Album : Kiasan Naluri
Munsyid : Amar
http://liriknasyid.com

Duhai kekanda usah membisu
Mengapakah bersedih
Duhai kekanda ku rasa sayu
Mengapa kau begitu
Dinihari petang menanti
Ku kesepian

Duhai adik kau tak mengerti
Mengapa ku begini
Kukenangkan kisah silam
Memori indah bersama
Apakah saat itu mungkin berulang
Ku harap saat itu akan berulang

Kiasan hidup ibarat roda
Kekadang di atas di bawah di atas semula
Redha dan syukur apa kehendak-Nya
Itulah tanda kasih sayang kita

Tutur katamu itu penuh bermakna
Kini hilanglah kerinduan di jiwa
Wahai kekanda tenangnya di hatiku
Melihat wajahmu kembali ceria

Lagu : AMAR
Lirik : AMAR
Album : Kiasan Naluri
Amar (Duet Bersama Adik Mohd Amir Shakirin B. Nasir)

Thursday, 12 January 2012

Double, Triple..So What?

Once again.

Don't ask me anything.
I can give nothing.

Cause you have nothing.
Isn't it?

:')
*****

Mana milik kita.
Tidak ada milik kita.
Semua yang ada, Allah yang punya.

You !!
Do whatever you want.
Do whatever you can.
But remember,
He is the One who decides.
Al Hakim.
Al A'lim.

credit to : muslimeen arts
*****

To the 'downed', 'uplift' yourself.

p/s : timah!!

Sunday, 8 January 2012

Senyum | Smile | Ibtisam

Sambil menanti waktu maghrib,
bermesejlah aku dengan BP @ Budak Perasan.
Hehe~

Tiba-tiba rasa terharu.
"Aku bukan belajar agama je kat sini. Macam-macam aku belajar kak."
Dan jealous.

Tau tak?
Masa hari kitorang hantar Budak Perasan ni, dia kata apa?
"Abah, nak balik."

Memang la aku rasa nak belasah je budak sorang ni.
Huh~sabar menguasai diri, alhamdulillah~
"Kau duduk sini, rasa apa yang aku rasa."

Full stop.

Alhamdulillah. Malam ni, kelas terakhir.
Rasa tak nak balik tu memang perkara biasa.
Tapi, bila dah balik, ya Allah.
Nak revise balik benda yang dah belajar,
Nak amal dan aplikasi dalam kehidupan,
Teramatlah mencabar.

Tapi, sebenarnya dari situlah kita akan dapat kenal,
Siapa kita.
Betapa lemahnya kita.
Sebab yang kuat tu siapa?

Allah.

*****

"Akak gembira bila ada orang tegur akak."
"Akak gembira sebab xxx tahu dan nampak kesalahan akak."

Kenapa?

Sebab kita tak sempurna.
Orang nampak kita banyak ilmu, cakap berapi-api depan orang,
tapi di sebalik tu, ada sekeping hati yang selalu berbolak-balik.

Notes to akak comey:
walaupun akak tak baca post saya ni, saya tahu akak kuat.
taklifan tu memang berat. bayangkan, gunung pun boleh hancur.
Tapi, kita ada Allah yang MAHA KUAT.


=)

p/s: Study mood. bergelumang dengan literature seharian membuatkan otak jam'd seketika. menulis a.k.a. menconteng di kanvas maya adalah cara terbaik membetulkan skru yang longgar. huhu~

Saturday, 7 January 2012

ISNA

Islamic Society of North America

Prof Tariq Ramadan had once gave his speech in the ISNA Convention two years ago.
You may find the video entitled : Motivasi Prof. Tariq Ramadhan Buat Mahasiswa Islam (ISNA 2010)on YouTube.

Allahumma inna nas aluka 'ilman naafiaa.
Do not worship the knowledge.
But, use the knowledge to worship Allah better.

To KNOW HIM BETTER!!

He said many things about student and I shall not type it here. Hehe~
By the way, he also introduced 7 C's to set a goal.

1. Confidence
2. Consistency
3. Communication
4. Contribution
5. Creativity
6. Contestation
7. Compassion

and

READ, READ, READ !!!!

Making new friends, sharing a lot of stories giving me a 'something'.
And I learn many things.
Hopefully it will make me a better abdu, better khalifah~inshaALLAH.

Notes to Chad:
Nothing much to say, just smile always~
^.^

*****
Jazakumullah li sahabiah yang bertungkus lumus membantu kami,
memberikan jawapan untuk soalan final hari tu,
mungkin soalan ulangan akan lebih susah,
tapi sangat berharap untuk lebih bersedia.

p/s: lagipun literature in english adalah susah tahap giga!!

BAZALA JUHDAN!!!

Thursday, 5 January 2012

감사합니다 | ありがとう | 谢谢

First day.
Meeting with the lecturers.
Listen to their talks.
Basically, it is about us.
The selected ones.

=)

Our HOD, Madam Aziah touched on God-fearing.
To be grateful to Allah for what He gives to you.
To be the best people we could be.
To develop thinking skill.
To be responsible on the task and assignment.
Do preparation before lecture.
Lot of readings.
Be a ROLE MODEL BEGINNING TEACHER.
Pass the good value to the children.

Literature in English.
Introduction to Linguistic.
Child Development.
Philosophy of Education.

We will be in the programme, inshaAllah after we manage
to pass in the exam this 17th January.

Oh, we got our first task:
To find the definition of literature, literary criticism and literary theory.

InshaAllah, we will have our support class until the exam.
And, we have to:
"COME TO CLASS WITH QUESTIONS" - Madam Aliza.


p/s: Pagi tadi sempat tengok video kalimah Tayyibah oleh Habib Ali al Jufri sebelum ke dewan. Penaik semangat!!
p/s 2: Selamat datang, fatin nuradilah.=)

Monday, 2 January 2012

Bazala Juhdan !!

"Urus masa dengan betul dan pastikan lulus dengan cemerlang"
"Belajar pun jihad juga"

Hehe~jazakillah~

Jazakumullah kepada sahabiah yang banyak bagi kata-kata semangat.
Yep, inshaAllah.

Apa-apa pun, ini adalah post pertama untuk 2012 Masihi.
Bekongsi cerita kampung dengan adik-adik,
Tiba-tiba bertukar jadi hikayat bernada melankolik.
Menangis, rindu segalanya yang ada di rumah.
Lagi-lagi yang duduk seberang laut tu.
Sabah, Sarawak.
Ceh. Yang duduk area KL ni pun dua kali lima je.
Macam-macam.

Pengalaman jalan-jalan ke Melaka.
[Kenapa ada masa lagi nak jalan-jalan?
Sebab nak bagi semangat balik. Huhu~]

Singgah Masjid Selat Melaka.
Duduk-duduk sambil dengar deruan angin dan hempasan ombak.
Syahdu sungguh.
Jauh dari bunyi hon-hon kenderaan.
Jauh dari kesibukan bandar.
Siap ada kiosk dan dipasang rakaman ceramah ustaz-ustaz.

p/s: Memijak kesombongan diri.
p/s 2: Buat sesiapa yang teringin nak masuk stpm kat kisas, borang akan dikeluarkan lepas result SPM keluar. Jadi, harap bersabar ye.