A Week for a New Senior

monday. 

first day for new comers, my juniors to come to the class after a week of orientation with JPP. and, as usual, they have to face another orientation so-called tautan kasih. before this, i did not think that name will change anything especially the thing about orientation which is the most hated by juniors (like me!!!). but, indeed, it means something. people will think that it has no difference, it still an orientation. well, just go through it. you will find something. if and only if you search for it.

as a new senior, there is some feeling that can be considered as little proud of ourselves. as what one of my senior said when we saw a group of our seniors having their 'sweet time' jamming and main pok amai2 with their opposite gender, he said : biasalah. orang baru dapat junior. masa nilah nak tunjuk skill masing2.. 

erk...patut la pon..

today, i got 6 visitors, came to my room to ask for my signatures. haiya.. i felt i am too old as they called me akak..we are one-year gap only. just now, ranny, damya, wafi, adlin and i discussing about some juniors. without mention their name, there are some of them who are too rude, i would say. come to our room, without taking a nap as usual, we received their visit and they were talking as they want our signatures only. "dahlah kak..cepat2 ckit..sy dah ngantuk ni.." adeh..speechless aku..

holding position as the one in a team of conducting usrah in the institute, i have got some feeling to faint, dizzy to think how to give tarbiyyah to them. huk2..i admit that me myself does not have high knowledge and get many weaknesses. but, then, till when we want to be as what as we are now. Allah has given this taklifan through our jamaah. 

i remember, my naqibah said to me: in our institute, there are a lot of ex-religious school student (usually they got the biah solehah and more knowledge about Islam in their school), but the ones who is really want to devote themselves in jamaah, to be in dakwah field is very little. and in this little amount, there are a lot who fell down, (mufaraqah,is it?), not strong to facing the challenge in this long, difficult field.

nau'zubillah..

i had once visited one of my favourite, and i like one of the loveliest comments by her friends:

JATUH TAK SALAH, TAK BANGUN SALAH.

yeah!! i am agree with her. hmm..it is easy to say, right? but, remember, and always remember, the way to JANNAH is factually got a huge, bitter barrier named difficulties.

77, PEACE...=)

ARS : ETR

3 months ago, after a long 'holiday' of not sitting for any exam (is computer test when i was taking my license considered as an exam? hmm..), my hand was suddenly trembling with the coldness of Dato' Razali Ismail Hall with the hardest and loveliest paper, ENGLISH STUDIES. really, i love this subject.

at the end of semester 2, i got the result and all praises to Allah, He gives what I due to. When I looked at the small red number written on the front page, I asked myself, is this what you want? SERVE YOU RIGHT!!

huhu~it sounds really frustrated, right?

YES, I AM!!

today, i attended the ARS class, in order to improve my study in this particular subject. Madam Aliza had given me (and my friends) many advices that i was commonly heard, but i do not know why or really shooting my heart, my mind.

THE BEST MLM AGENT

yesterday, i was fated to be in Surau Taadib, even though i was not able (or mot allowed?) to perform the prayer, all praises to Allah, He gave me the strength to go to surau, to hear a talk by USTAZ KHAIRUL ANWAR, my naqib.

he said, " Teacher is the best MLM agent. If we know and study the structure of how MLM is working, we could see their modus operandi is same as the teacher. we keep giving knowledge to our pupils(in my case), and as long as the pupils use it, for example, we teach them how to write, and as long as they are writing, we got the good deeds (pahala). isn't we would become the richest in Yaumul Akhirah (the day of judgement?)??"

al Ustaz also quoted one of Islamic scholar, "when a teacher come, we have to stand to show our respect to him or to honored them because his level is only below the prophet (rasul)."

SEE??

well, i had written my target or ETR on the paper provided by madam Aliza. but, frankly speaking, actually I had put higher target on myself. maybe i am not confident enough to tell people what was my target. yep. i have problem on that.

still.

i want people know, my aim is not only to become teacher.

an ordinary teacher.

but i have a mission.

a mission that been nailed on my brain, not long time ago.

to humanize the human.

indeed.

it is not easy. really hard. and it will make me suffer.

a lot.

well then, the way of mujahadah to jannah is always bitter and hard, because the loveliest and eternal life is the most sweetest (ok, this is wrong usage of superlative word).=)

let us take a look on this..http://elmarzouk.blogspot.com/2011/04/tijarah.html
it really gives me something. something soothing my cold empty heart, may Allah put futur(give up) far away from me.

ilaliqo'.(see you again)

Explosion of Mind in Kulliyyah of Engineering

bismillah..

28 Jun 2011

Ameen, Weyn and I moved after took a breakfast with Kak Insyirah and Adlin at Damai. FYI, Adlin would go to so-called Kem Biro Tatanegara at Perak. If not, we are the first to be at TBS to go home!!

So, these were our expenses on le tour de UIA

1. taxi : RM 4.50 (to LRT Cheras)

2. LRT Cheras to LRT Masjid Jamek : RM 1.70 (per head)

3. LRT Masjid Jamek to LRT Gombak : RM 2.30

4. to UIA GOMBAK (via bus) : RM 1

Actually, on Friday, we had planned to go to UIA from LRT Gombak by the car, drove by an Akh from our college but because of some reasons, he could not send us. Well, all praises to Allah that there were two sisters from USIM whom are very generous to borrow the card for paying the bus fee.

On the registration, we got an Iluvislam newspaper, a book wrote by Abdul Latip Talip; Setelah Roboh Kota Melaka, a file contained some hand-out and powerpoint slides, a part of thesis by Najmuddin bin Nawi, the general secretary of Grup Penjejak Tamadun Dunia.

 Open ceremony by the writer, Abdul Latip Talip.

Paperwork presentation by Dr Eeman Mohamed Abbas, an Iraqi, and now a lecturer in UKM. My memory in USIM suddenly appeared across my mind where Arabic language was fully spoken by the presenters. Indeed, Arabic language is the most beautiful language that I ever heard. (and partially speak esp. when I was still in school) besides Persian language that is a literature language.

Performance by student of Khalifah Institute. It was really awesome!! They made my hair stand (okay, this is direct translation)

View from musolla in one of the department, above the cafe.

The most exciting part in this programme was the talk by Ustaz Hasrizal Abdul Jamil, one of my favourite icon. His talk on syariatullah and sunnatullah was really trigger myself, exploded my brain as it was really surprised like a monkey...(err..terkejut beruk)

Q&A session with Ustaz Hasrizal. The asker is one of our sempai(s).

The favour asked by Miss Zinnirah Humaira' still in progress. I got some things that urgent to do. InshaAllah, the latest that I will give it to you in this weekend.

After all, I would like to thank my Sempai that had forward the message about the seminar and also Weyn and Ameen for being together with me to go to UIA. Well, it seems that my list for places to go are getting shorter..=)

Next destination, KUIS and UTP..

ilalliqo' (see you again!!)