ARS : ETR

3 months ago, after a long 'holiday' of not sitting for any exam (is computer test when i was taking my license considered as an exam? hmm..), my hand was suddenly trembling with the coldness of Dato' Razali Ismail Hall with the hardest and loveliest paper, ENGLISH STUDIES. really, i love this subject.

at the end of semester 2, i got the result and all praises to Allah, He gives what I due to. When I looked at the small red number written on the front page, I asked myself, is this what you want? SERVE YOU RIGHT!!

huhu~it sounds really frustrated, right?

YES, I AM!!

today, i attended the ARS class, in order to improve my study in this particular subject. Madam Aliza had given me (and my friends) many advices that i was commonly heard, but i do not know why or really shooting my heart, my mind.

THE BEST MLM AGENT

yesterday, i was fated to be in Surau Taadib, even though i was not able (or mot allowed?) to perform the prayer, all praises to Allah, He gave me the strength to go to surau, to hear a talk by USTAZ KHAIRUL ANWAR, my naqib.

he said, " Teacher is the best MLM agent. If we know and study the structure of how MLM is working, we could see their modus operandi is same as the teacher. we keep giving knowledge to our pupils(in my case), and as long as the pupils use it, for example, we teach them how to write, and as long as they are writing, we got the good deeds (pahala). isn't we would become the richest in Yaumul Akhirah (the day of judgement?)??"

al Ustaz also quoted one of Islamic scholar, "when a teacher come, we have to stand to show our respect to him or to honored them because his level is only below the prophet (rasul)."

SEE??

well, i had written my target or ETR on the paper provided by madam Aliza. but, frankly speaking, actually I had put higher target on myself. maybe i am not confident enough to tell people what was my target. yep. i have problem on that.

still.

i want people know, my aim is not only to become teacher.

an ordinary teacher.

but i have a mission.

a mission that been nailed on my brain, not long time ago.

to humanize the human.

indeed.

it is not easy. really hard. and it will make me suffer.

a lot.

well then, the way of mujahadah to jannah is always bitter and hard, because the loveliest and eternal life is the most sweetest (ok, this is wrong usage of superlative word).=)

let us take a look on this..http://elmarzouk.blogspot.com/2011/04/tijarah.html
it really gives me something. something soothing my cold empty heart, may Allah put futur(give up) far away from me.

ilaliqo'.(see you again)